Isn't this true? Most of our stutterers review and analyze every word and sentence, and we say every situation, every opinion and every decision. Maybe not everyone, but I have been doing this until I get sick and tired of the habit I developed.
An interesting quote about happiness illustrates everything: one of the keys to happiness is poor memory. The author of this wonderful sentence is the American writer Rita May Brown. I like it. This makes me feel free. Don't always think about the past, could have been...
Of course, my life is not a disaster. To be honest, look back, I will not change anything. But as a stutterer, I am mostly fluent now, and I still can't stop reviewing and analyzing the steps I have taken. If I do that in a different way, I sometimes think that I am not in this situation. I hope to lose my memory from time to time. Imagine forgetting the past and just looking ahead.
But losing memory is not a solution. I have 18 years of speech problems and have successfully become a normal person in society. My life is a big fight. I have forgotten the empty time spent at home after the closing ceremony, but I am praying for fluency. There is only one thing in my life. I have not learned to look to the future, I am looking forward to happiness. Part of this world is married and has many friends. I always look back and think about what I should do.
But now it is different. I overcame stuttering and made small-conscious or unconscious steps every day. My speech is not fluent, but it no longer bothers me. What puzzles me is that I am still not ready to accept my past. I tend to forget to focus only on my future and forget that everything will be brilliant. It is not 100% because everyone has a problem.
It's about getting it! I should get everything I crave, if I can get it, it only depends on me. I am doing my best and love my life. But sometimes I want to forget the past just to be able to pay more attention to the future. Are you with me?
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