Friday, May 31, 2019

Confidence takes us

Mother went home to the shelter. She didn't want to leave the world in a cold hospital with someone she didn't know. Her own bed and her fur baby are her choice, we do it. I paid for hell, but it is worth it.

My sister desperately tried to get her mother to be sent to the nursing home. Mother counterattacked. I am her mercenary and very tired. We took it home, and my mother stayed for 3 days to say goodbye and then she passed.

What happened within this 72 hours was simply amazing. She became mentally dexterous, and after a long journey through the desert, I drank it like fresh water. It changed me in the best way. It flushed me with confidence. After a long exhausted sleep, I woke up.

Faith retreats. It is as undulating as the moon phase. When it is strong, I feel invincible. When I become weak and skeptical, unhealthy people enter my world and cause great pain. I am not sure if I can tolerate ' fake Christians.

Cross necklaces and church attendance occasionally do not make a person a believer. It is the goal to set an example with unconditional love and acceptance of Jesus of Nazareth. Some of my own people will never get this.

I took my mother to the hospital with a breathing problem. One morning, I walked in and my lips were blue. Driving to the hospital is daunting. I almost broke the attempt to keep the oxygen tube in her nose and guide the car.

I turned to Triadi's car repair and screamed and ran into the store. A young man ran out and jumped into the driver's seat. I later learned that he was the son of a missionary. I am going to visit the church and testify.

Mother woke up and looked up at him and said: ' Who are you? ' Before she passed out. When he rushed us to the emergency room, he and I said the Lord's Prayer. I will never forget the power and compassion of young people.

The doctors stabilized their mother and said that it is time for hospice. My sister appeared after several years of absence and tried to control it. My mother was very weak, but said, "Please take me home." We almost checked her AMA, but when I pushed her out, she signed the release file in the elevator.

She slept for 12 hours as soon as she got to her bed. I thought she would pass through her sleep and make the necessary calls to the families I care about. When she woke up, she was in a completely different state of mind. She is full of confidence. It's amazing to see her calm and ready to leave the world.

She shared that her uncle Gary would come for her. She also said that there is nothing to worry about, everything we believe is true. She went to the other side and was very happy to come back.

Her last request was to drink a few freshly brewed coffee, a lot of beer and some fruit sorbet. Smoking has been living for many years, but she wants a cigarette but can't breathe enough to breathe.

In my life, I lit up for the first time and took a cigarette and blew it into her mouth. She likes it. When I started to really taste tobacco, we finished the cigarette. She joked to tell me not to smoke because it is harmful to my health. We shared a much-needed laughter.





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